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and about my eating… i barely ate this weekend. my mom noticed. so i had to order a pizza. and i ate most of it. now i feel really sick and want to throw up, but i don’t want her to know…
i feel so full, it’s disgusting.
i have to study for a test tomorrow, so guess what i just did…
i went through this blog. tipical. i’m doing everything but studying.
i had to realize that i owe this guy i’m crushing on a lot, because i’m focusing on him instead of the loss of my father. and even though i feel hopeless about him, it’s still better to daydream.
even if it hurts. it’s a new, different kind of pain, but it’s way better than the previous one.
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i only ate a couple of tomatoes for breakfast and now i’m starting to feel weak and dizzy.
i love it.
the only thing i cannot bear is the hunger. but i’ll get through it.
i want this to be me.
Don’t eat, you’re gonna get fatter. Don’t talk, you’re making yourself look fucking stupid. Don’t laugh, it’s annoying as fuck. Don’t try making a connection with him, you’re becoming more pathetic with each attempt. Don’t hold on, you’re going to fucking let go sooner or later anyways. Don’t expect someone to make an effort with you, you’re just gonna let yourself down again. Don’t try, whats the fucking point? Don’t cry, you’re fucking weak. Don’t feel anything anymore, numbness is all you fucking know now. Don’t hope for freedom, these chains are never going to be cut loose. Ever. Don’t even breathe; it’s fucking pointless.
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every night i go to bed thinking of you holding and kissing me.
i’ve never experienced this type of pain, it’s like sweet torture.
i’ll never get over you.
