December 2011
40 posts
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Dec 31st
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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when you feel so hopeless and tired that you lose your appetite. you’re hungry, but cannot think of anything to eat.
Dec 29th
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it’s one of those days when i want to murder everyone around me. everybody’s worthless shit annoys the hell out of me. they are so fake… why can’t they just shut up? changing your opinion every couple of months makes you look like an idiot! especially when you have such a big hatred towards something or someone and then weeks later you treat it/them like gods. have an...
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 25th
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Dec 24th
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i’m not posting anything negative tonight. it’s christmas eve and it’s been quite all right this year. happy holidays!
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 22nd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
67 notes
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i keep looking at other people’s legs. i hate myself for it so much. i envy everyone who is skinnier. i keep looking into windows, mirrors, glass doors so i could look at my legs. i do it all day, all the time. i hate that it’s because i used to think they were my best features.  i’ll never be skinny enough.
Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 15th
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i haven’t been this depressed in a long time. even when i thought it was bad, it wasn’t even close to this. everything seems impossible. i’m tired all the time, i don’t have a will to live anymore. 
Dec 15th
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Dec 11th
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Dec 11th
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Dec 11th
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“Life doesn’t hurt until you realize how much things have changed, who you’ve...”
Dec 11th
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yesterday i had a breakdown. my mom asked me what’s wrong, but i just sat there and didn’t say a thing, because i didn’t know where to start. i still feel horrible, i had the chance to tell her, but i didn’t use it.
Dec 10th
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Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
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Dec 4th
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Dec 3rd
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i stayed in bed till 4pm today. i spent the last couple of hours daydreaming, but before that i dreamt a lot. in one i built up a whole town in a valley with giant mountains around it. it was like those places in austria. there were people around me, real characters. i lived a life. but i was alone. i attended this one event: everyone was there, important (or used to be important) people from...
Dec 3rd
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Dec 3rd
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Dec 2nd
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Dec 1st
55 notes
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Dec 1st
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