where the lonely ones roam.

disappearing slowly...
cw:133 lbs    gw:120 lbs    ugw:115 lbs

so today was my third day at work. i have to admit, i’m loving it.
my sleeping pattern is still pretty messed up, i’m tired like hell, but i’ll get used to it.

there’s only one problem: i eat like crazy. i don’t have time during the day, so when i get home i’m starving and i eat too much. i’m going to have to figure something out. school starts next week, so i’m going to have even less time to eat during the day. 
i always have breakfast so it’s good, but… maybe i should pack food? fruits/veggies? yes, i think that’s what i’m going to do.

i’ve realized that if i don’t focus on being thin every day i just give up unknowingly. today i told my sister-in-law that i know my dreams won’t come true…. -.-
and i have to set goals because i’m not improving, it doesn’t show. so:
i have a month to lose 10 pounds. that’s not impossible, right?